Friday, November 27, 2009
Canon, nikon, konica...
HELLO!!!
It's 4am in the morning & i am at Sylly's house with yk, ben, jw & jasper!
We are staying up the whole night.... hopefully. I am feeling sooo tired now.. but there's no place to sleep!
Unless i sleep on the handsome dog. Hehehe. Canon is sooo handsome!!
Syl cooked love noodles for me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. No la just instant noodles actually.
Earlier on, after a long long day at school, 5 of us headed to orchard hotel for our celebratory dinner! Heeehee velly niceee.
So many things have happened since the last time i blogged!
Really need to catch up with my bloggy. It's so empty! :/
Hmm this 2 weeks have been fun. V v happy days.
In 5 hours time i will be heading home to bathe & wash up, then it's off to shunji with mummy!!
I'm so scared..... gonna change my entire head.
Many many pictures & videos to upload!
But some are soooo unglamourous la. Hehehe haiya.... Awesome days.
Not enough time to do so many things. Many many ICAs!!!!
Am sleepy.........................
at 4:06 AM
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Friday, November 6, 2009
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are covered in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, ‘that’s her.’"
-Blogger
"The worst thing a guy can do is make a girl fall for him with no intentions of catching her."
"For every girl with a broken heart, there is always a boy with a scotchtape". -Blogger.
I will wait for the boy with a scotchtape. Treasure your loved ones dearies. :)
at 2:11 AM
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Wrestle me around, play with me some more...
HIEEE!! I feel cheered up already. :)
I've done so many things to make myself proud!
Did my speech & hmmm. I thought it was alright but i could have done better if i actually controlled myself! Like, i got so agitated while trying to narrate my story, & that was so unnecessary. Hehe anyway, more good comments than bad so hokay.
Hehe. Today i tried...
TCHOUK BALL!
I can't believe i actually really put my all during training! & i almost didn't even wanna go.
I got a huge blow on my tummy & an unknown cut on my finger which is freaking big & still hurts like crap!
& i didn't even know it started bleeding!! Till this team mate went like, "OMG you're bleeding!!".
& then i was like, oh! I didn't see that.
OH YES & my stupid pair of track shoes broke down on me!
Both soles like, dropped off when i was jumping? URGHH.
So i'm gonna go get new shoes tomorrow! & some fbt shorts too. V embarrassingly, i only have 2 pairs. Can't go to the gym tomorrow.
Hehe i reached home v late & even continued doing training myself!!
I actually used a method i recently learnt to work my arm muscles! & it is so sore right now.
I didn't even know i could do push ups! Haha. I haven't exercised for a long long time.
BUT!!! I know i can do it if i pressure myself! So i... managed to work out till my arms literally felt like they were not there.
Goodness when will i ever have enough power to throw the ball halfway across the court??!
& i only have one week to practice!!!! URGHHH!!!
I'm gonna stay healthy from now onwards! Exercise as frequently as i can. Like go to the gym after training or something.
Hehe & why is it i always do something new & adventurous with Valval?!
She's like my partner in crime! Trying new CCAS & all.
I got to realize that i actually like to try new things! Like, when i'm older, i wanna do para sailing & sky diving etc etc! V exhilarating stuff!
MMMM.
Sylsyl, make the right choice okay?? You know what i'm talking about!
You don't wanna regret it in the end. :)
Oh yes & today i got a chance to hear the other side of the story during lunch!
I don't take sides unless i think the person is really wrong, so i'm mostly in the middle?
But today! Sigh.. i think it's really best to just be mutual. I mean, since both stories don't tally, then just treat it as a misunderstanding!
Don't let this little thing affect the next 3 years of both of your lives! Just like how shuzy put it, forgive & forget, so yeppy. Classmates should be united 4eva.
Hehe. I learnt a lot today!
So.. yeppy v interesting.
:D
Headache. URghh.
P.S: It's really okay. I will be fine soon. I understand what you're trying to say. I don't really have anything to say in return. Just that, you've really matured. There's good & bad in that. The good? you are really like, a grown up already. But the bad? You had to give me up.
at 10:58 PM
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
When you cut it loose, you already decided your choice...
Hey!! HEhe so many things have happened.
Good & bad.
My birthday was on Sunnyday! & i really thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday!
Especially those who remembered. Hehe. :)
I had a wonderful birthday. Maybe even one of the best birthdays i've ever had.
Compared to last year, it was definitely better!
Thanks mumsy for making it up. Thanks for making me so happy on my birthday.
But something else also happened on my birthday.
Which will definitely affect me a lot.
Today some people talked some sense into me, & i believe it is best for us this way.
It's the first time i actually cried in front of friends. Cos whatever they say hit me so hard in the heart.
I don't know why, but when i actually really used my head to think about it, i realized something that i didn't want to believe.
I was the only one wanting to hold on to this relationship. & now that it's gone, i feel like i'm the only one who actually feels so miserable.
I'm just wondering how long it will take for me to forget everything.
Since he can be so firm, why not me?
I put in so much time & effort, now i'm really tired. I can't think of anything else other than, i'm tired of doing everything. I am REALLY tired!
& if he can throw me off his list of priorities, then why am i treating myself so badly?
Every girl deserves the best. I'm not saying he treats me badly. It's just that, he is giving up on me. He doesn't even put me as his top priority.
It really really sucks for me. I want to get over it. I really want to. I cannot take all this sickening feelings everyday. It is so painful.
If he wanted to be with me, he wouldn't have left me in the first place. He would have took the initiative to talk to me already.
Now i realize. I realize i am no longer the one he wants to hold on to. It's ok if i am gone.
wth while i'm typing this, i feel like crying my eyes out.
It's funny how it took 32 months to keep us together, & just one day to ruin it all.
I can't be a smart alec anymore & think of ways to get back together.
there's nothing i can do anymore.
Once a guy makes up his mind, it's done. How do guys get over this kind of things?
I told myself that i don't want to be like those other girls who can't give up, can't get over it. I really don't want to be so overboard.
I am not a strong person. I will falter.
But no matter how hard the wind howls, the mountain cannot bow.
I will not torment myself with these thoughts. If he wants to cut us off, so be it.
Cos it sucks. It really does. I just don't know why.
Sucks to be me. Haha. & i can't throw memories away. Deleting photos & stuff, i can't do it. I'm not an independent person, in case you haven't realized. Seems like even going on holiday couldn't keep us together.
How did we stay with each other for so long?
This is like, the last time i can think of all the good stuff with him. :)
at 7:21 PM
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