Friday, October 23, 2009
Maybe i'm too amusing for you...
HIEE PEEPS.
Thank goodness i don't have school every Friday!
Today was SUCH an awfully long day. Going through it was absolutely tough.
There's like, 2 people whom i am having problems with right now? & it's really horrid cos they're both like, close to me.
Except now that conflicts are arising, it is getting terribly difficult to try & be normal.
1 person whom i actually had a misunderstanding with, it's not exactly cleared up yet? but whatever happens, i'll just let it be. Cos... it was so stupid i feel like, this whole episode was so childish.
The other one, oh well what can i say. I'm just bearing with it every single day till i can't hold it any longer & BOOMS! Haha okay no. Just saying that, i'll stay steady. It's quite sad to see how she's slowly getting to be like a total stranger & absolute irritation to me, but i still think it's worth it to be friends. Not like she cares. Ahhheh.
I don't think i have any enemies? & i really don't wanna lose like, friends who are so good to be around with. It was retarded enough to like, lose so many besties in my sec sch life, but that was so long ago. I kinda wanna make like, the present be so much better? Oh well....
So today after school, while mumsy, brobro & i were walking home, i was bbming syl, & my mother was like, 'bbm bbm. I see yr bb fall into the drain first or you fall into the drain first.'
Omg i realise i actually don't focus on anything else except my bb!!
& it's horrid cos i will like, fall? Or maybe bang into people or maybe even drop into a hole & never see light again!!
Urgh.. Know why? Cos i can't multi-task. SO my attention is only on my bb.
Anyway i lurve my bb. It's so... convenient!
So my summary for today is that, even though some arguments were aroused, i still had fun. :)
Like, today was barely even a bad day. It was good, actually.
Ahha i sound like i don't know what i'm talking about.
OKay so... I have to do a narrative speech & i don't have anything in mind!! Have to kill myself.
The teewee is coming tomorrow!! Yayeee xcited.
K buhbye. Getting a little sideways.
at 12:23 AM
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Monday, October 19, 2009
Is there a song that makes me yearn so much for you my heart breaks...
HIEEE!
Quick quick update.
Omg i didn't realise how much i actually miss my friends till i saw all of them today!!
& i don't even want to label them as classmates cos we're so much closer than that. :)
Love you all.
Huggies & kissies to everybody i love!
Hehe. Okieee so mumsy bought a lcd tv!! & it's huggeeeeee!!
Apparently, lcd is better than plasma cos the technology is more lasting? Though plasma is clearer & bigger, it runs on a lot of electricity. That's why my mum bought lcd i guess.
Teehee so after school i met mummy & we went to get our cable tv! Yayeeee.
Like finally, after her terminating it so long ago, we get it back! woopedoo!
& i got the blackberry bold!
Chose it over iphone cos, well, i don't have any friends who have bb? & today i finally got to try how it is & it was sooo good!
So no need to consider already. BB Bold it is!
& the number is different also so if you don't have it, let me know yeah. :D
I still have the old number, just that i will be using the new number more & won't actually check the old number that often.
Hehe..... so sorry iphone, but i can still play with you when my brother & mother get you. :)
I actually still want the iphone? but... ah i'm terribly fickle. So..
I didn't know how bb was like last time, & like the plans for it etc? but i heard a lot about it.
after getting to know like, so much about the plans & everything today, i got the bb?
& i actually wanted a bb instead of an iphone at first cos iphone was like, kinda pricey. & then i started missing my iphone & switched to wanting an iphone instead since i'm absolutely clueless about bb stuff.. So now i find out how inexpensive & amazing bb can be, i chose the bb.
not cos i wanna copy people, cos yeah, i don't copy. & i would have changed my stupid ex phone sooner or later, so it's just that, now's the day!
Omg i sound so sensitive okay never mind you know what i mean.
& i was so engrossed in signing up for stuff, i didn't tell nicky i got a new phone. & new number.
So he was like huh? you changed phone? Bleh silly nicky.
Hokieeeee. I can't wait for the tv to come.
at 11:30 PM
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
Can i bring this back to you...
[edited] omg nicky is making a video of us now. i am so depressed & moony woony. [/edited]
HI PEEPYS. Oh goshhh work today was soo tiring! for my feet! :O
It feels so flatty now. Hmm feels like an iron ran over them.
What can i say. Some people are just so annoying? But you have to put up with them. It's alright i have the ability to. HAHA no la just a thought.
I heard a v v sad piece of news just now. Am hoping that everything turns out fine. :)
Anyway can you believe it school is starting on freaking monday!!
Monday blues all over again.
Let me emphasize this: I. DON'T. WANT. SCHOOL. TO. START!!!!
It's gonna be sooo dreadful everyday. Even though Fridays are no-school but still, There's gonna be long everydays! & i can't imagine going through them one by one.
& without nicky around all the time. :(
I'll just drag myself doing everything. Sure i'll be able to get over it & the next holiday will arrive before i know it!! So that's the only thing i'm looking forward to? hehe.
This is by far, & most probably? The best holiday i've ever had.
I mean, there's really nothing to describe how great it's been?
like, all the time with nicky & going out with mumsy, not to forget bangkok. & this week's been absolutely marvvy.
:( Why do holidays always end at the wrong time?
But okay i'm really looking forward to learning new stuff! So... guess it'll help?
& i'm so gonna study hard. Pinky promise to myself.
So these few nights i've been watching makeup tutorials & videos!
Superb & so well done they're real gurus. If i had makeup skills like them, i'd wear makeup everyday.
Ahha! kidding... i wouldn't want makeup slabbed all over my face everyday.
& i finished my book! It was sooo good i really didn't want it to finish so quickly. So funny & i really LOL like so much. It's twenties girl by sophie kinsella, my fave author! Must must must read super engaging. I hope they make a movie out of it?
Anyway, I'll miss sleeping late & sleeping in till the evening.
We finished all our snacks. Like, even those from thailand! All goneee. Even 9 cup noodles?
Omg i'm gonna go bald. Oh i realise we've been eating prawn crackers every night!! Like wth!! Mini fetish alert!! hope i stop eating them soon cos it's superrrrrr salty.
Le sigh.
All the nights with nicky, stuff we talked about, things we promised & memoirs if i may call them, i'll remember. :D
I can't believe we didn't quarrel. Like, at all?!
Even though i can't predict the future, i hope it turns out well.
MMM dunno what the hell i'm talking about. never mind about that.
Work tomorrow! Then back to school blues on monnyday.
Wish me luck!
at 11:59 PM
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Friday, October 16, 2009
You're my supergirl...
Hi everybody currently still breathing with eyes open at this timing.
I know it's pretty late, but a v v disturbing thing is bugging my head off!
I MISS MY IPHONE LIKE HELL LOADS!!!!
Seriously i miss it like, freakin loads man. Only a fool would sell it.
Yeah my family had 5 fools who sold it off.
Oh godddd i miss it so much why in the world did i sell it? I can't seem to remember why now.
I hate myself!!! Everytime i think of it i feel like slicing my wrist. (kidding)
I'm using the worst phoney phone on earth right now & it's absolutely irritating!!!
Urgghhhh i remember how during the past 2 years, i changed like 5 phones?
& the iphone was the most amazing phone i ever had!!
Can't believe i actually sold it off thinking that a foreign phone would be more 'special' & 'unique'!
I went through so much with it even though it was only for like, 5 months?
Mummy & i queued on the day it was released for 3 freakin hours!!! & i can't believe i gave it up within a span of what, 5 mins?!
It went through Os with me! & i even had a list in it, stating what i wanted to do after Os. i practically looked forward to canceling things out from it!
& when i had insomnia through the night i was surfing the net with it till i got bored & i made even more lists of what-to-dos till the morning!
I still remember how during o levels bio practical they told us not to bring electronic devices & the goondo of a samy me forgot & brought my iphone & ipod & it got freakin confiscated!!!
I was reprimanded in front of the level & everything & thank god i got it back!!!
My teacher was like what the hell is an iphone & everything OH MY GODDDD I MISS IT SO MUCH.
It was like a baby to me! I even spent a lot of money to get it protected instead of getting it decorated! Like the shield & casing. & the casing actually looked nice on the iphone! It has a super wavy side & a cool transparent back! Not like some casings which looks completely off on phones. What a complete fool.
!%$@ what the hell is wrong with my absolutely conked out mind.
I think it must be a curse. Cos i was so delighted to get rid of it, now it's taking its revenge back at me by making me feel so miserable without it. I should have listened to people's advice.
The only picture i have of it, taken by grace during the last day of school. (Both of our iphones are white, just that we cased it. Mine's the white cased one!!) I'm sure she still has hers!
OKay what's done can't be undone.
So...
I'm gonna get a new iphone!! & the exact same one! Just that they don't sell white iphones for the 3g version. so it's gonna be iphone 3gs!!
I'm gonna save up & buy it like end of this year!!
& it will not be a promise but an absolute statement!
It matches with so many of my thingssss. Oh my god. Boyfr said he will sponsor! HEHEHEHE hopefully.
Sorry for this rant but i had to get it out. Cos i go nuts thinking about it everytime.
at 2:19 AM
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Sunday, October 11, 2009
Praying hard it all stays...
GREAT WEEKEND!!
absolutely marvyy :D
Finally got a break from work for this weekend & i spent it with nicky!
SO happy we finally got to go out. Like, really go out & shop & do coupley stuff? hehe.
But now that school's started for him (one more week for me), we'll have so little time together.
& i have work on the weekends. :/
Hopefully we'll make the best out of everyday!
We watched a movie today! Sorority row! Not bad at all! kinda exciting, & the girls in it are sooo sexy! Hehe.
Headed to kino, & for the first time ever, nicky actually bought books for himself!! as in books to read!! Shocking!! Hehe must write it down. Memorable day hmmm. got the book i wanted ages ago...
& my long awaited blacks! Black something. Teehee thank you nicky. :D It's so pretty pretty.
I introduced nicky to the tarty cafe!! & he laaaikkeeesss it!! heheeeeee i wanna go back sometime soon!
Oh yes! I bought a mascara too! Totally didn't even check out other brands or types & bought what the mac girly recommended. It looked so pretty on her lor! Mmmm guess i shall start wearing mascara & not waste it!!
Brought out my abandoned big big ab baggy out today so i dumped everything inside! hehe how convenient.
Hokieeee that's bout it for today. Amazing time. :) I larve nicky.
Gonna go do face threading tomorrow (LIKE FINALLY!!!). & probably get contacts! If i even dare to put them on.
I will miss nicky so much! Why do i suddenly feel i won't get to see him so often??
Oh well, gotta step out of the comfort zoneee & what we're so used to sometimes.
Nighties.
(Am still missing bangkok.)
at 11:59 PM
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Friday, October 9, 2009
It's just emotions taking me over...
HIE GUYSSS :)
I'm back from land of sawadeekas!
What an awesome awesome trip. i spent loads of money which i have to earn back cos i'm pretty much broke. but everything is sooo inexpensive!
Teeheehee so much fun with nicky + the family!!
my brother & nicky are so vain!! they bought just a teeny bit lesser than me.
First time i bought shoes in bangkok! & so many pairs. MMM don't even know when to wear them.
I found a brilliant bangkok brand known as flynow lll & the designs are so impressive. Expensive, but so worth the price. Even their paper bags are so unique.
I got shoes & nicky bought me a bag for my bday, both from that shop!
So if you ever go to bangkok, shop there. :)
We tailor made couple shirts too! With our initials. Hehehe too many couple clothings now uhm... but it's okayyyyyy i like it :D
Most unusual thing i did during this trip is tarot card reading. cool & scary, cos it was so accurate. =)
Pictures are with nicky! too indulged in shopping to take pictures!
Even my mum bought & tailor made so many clothes. Wowee.
I'm amazed by how i can look for my own stuff & at the same time, look out for vanie's. cos i have orders from vanie to buy stuff for her! but it's okay cos her daddy's so generous, he bought everything we chose for vanie. Hehe i'm so unselfish. kidding.
ate a lot too & i think i really have to lose weight. I even vomitted bird nest out cos i overate. :O
i love bangkok so so much. can't wait for phuket!
Am missing bangkok loads. tired.
School is starting in a week. The class is having an outing today! Lazy to go. At uncle's house with nicky now. *yawn*.
at 9:13 PM
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
A false sense of confidence, don't fake it dear...
HEGGO.
It's past 12am now!! so happy birthday to 2 of my dear friends!! :)
Okie... i'm currently watching a terrible terrible show on tv!
Money really forces people to do & say horrible things! Urghh.
but it's so funny to watch. hehe. Not that i like to watch people ruin their lives la, but it's quite interesting teehee!
Woke up at 430 today & went out!
Ate tarts again! Hehe & shopped (again).
Oh yeah i don't know why? but couldn't resist buying this dress from queen's couture!! hehehe v v pretty, & it's my first time buying from that shop after so long.
& yeah i thought of this, like why am i trying to wear pretty clothes to school???
Cos i think it can be so wasted. sometimes only. hehe.
Anyway not gonna list out one by one what i bought else --- yeah hehe. Whatever i have, the world will know. I'll just talk about whatever i think is special enough. :)
Alrighty.... Stopping here!! see how cool i am, trying to update everybody bout my life.
K buhbye. Another night of staying up!
at 12:19 AM
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