Sunday, May 31, 2009
Will you stick with me through whatever?
My first Sunday alone. :/
I really understood his heart yesterday night. So now, it's really over.
27 months. What a long journey. In any case, yup i'm fineeeee so pls if there's no need don't ask anything bout it k k. I'll be fine after a few days of being busy i guess.
Just finished studying english! Hopefully i can ace it tomorrow. :D
Had a good sleep on a BIGggy bed. Hehe now thinking of dinner.
it's so peaceful now.... Listening to songs. Me & my thoughts all alone in an empty house.
Ahha still thinking i'll break down is it!
Kk i'll be strong. No matter what the heck i'm thinking, i'll still be super strong. Sooo, no worries i will not dampen anyone's mood tomorrow. :)
Flames to dust, lovers to friends.
Mmm drama results out tomorrow.
Bye loves.
at 3:06 PM
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
I keep trying to find the light...
YAYYY the weekend is arriving!!
I look forward to weekends only coz i can take a break from school work. But still gotta study for english & econs!
Ahhheh K K tmr is gonna be a tiring day. Will try to handle!!
Today had drama auditions! Was super shocked to see Eunice in there!! Hehe i got stunned a little. Anyway hopefully i get to participate in the drama production. :) With Val Val of courseeeeee. We seem to audition for EVERYTHING together! ahhaaa
Woohoo it was so tiring just practicing the monologue! Drama people are v v expressive. Heh.
There're many people who do v well in drama! So i ALSO have to put in maximum effort for drama. Heh tough lifeee.
Audition was.... alright i think i took it really seriously! Haha & i was shocked by my 'acting' too.
Reached home rather late & i heard all my old songs again. Niceeeeeeeee :]
Paisehmedah. No pictures up at all coz.... i still find it awkward to take pictures with my new one month old posse. :) SOON LA SOON.
Anyway i discovered okay-taste cheese fries today. :D & ate super sucky beef crap for dinner.
K k byeeeeee.
EEKKKSSSS i have to bring a thousand & one things tomorrow. omg. Gonna break my shoulders & die. Thank goodness for the 2hr break! Makan makan outside (if we're not as inactive as piggies) with the 2 buddiesss-for-lifexzxzx.
K bye.
at 11:57 PM
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
What you doing with a girl like that...
OMG. Seriously, someone save meeeee.
So many ICAs coming up!!! :O soo terrifying.
The topics are getting harder & harder! Goodnessss. Have to revise when i have the time!
Soo actually i wanted to put up some happy pictures, but guess not anymore.
School has been really greatttt. :D I just put up with a lot of attitude sometimes, but other than that, i have lotssss of fun everyday. teeheeee.
Sigghhh. Thinking bout so many things now.
I think many people's changed. I miss sec 1 so much. haha v v random. Haiyaaa but those were the best times.
I miss the bf i knew when i wasn't with him yet. It's like, he's becoming so different... Never mind anyway. If anything happens, i'm pretty sure i'll be super ready. :) Jockay is a strong gal!
Why must everything be so complicated &... retarded?
Mmmmm either way, at least i'll be v caught up with school stuff!
& there's audition for drama production on thurs!! scaryyy. Audition again. :/
Heh i wonder if guys hold auditions for girls who wanna be their gfs. Stupid.
K Feel so v v messed up. Not a v good day i suppose. Econs day what. Heh.
at 6:48 PM
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
I don't want a boyfriend, i need a real man...
HELLO BELLO BOM BELLO! :D
Haha today is sooo interesting! Coz i am feeling so good. HEH!
K k today was sooo tiring! Dunno why, just felt so sleepy the whole day. Maybe i really should sleep earlier la. Mmm.
Today Lab lesson = somniferous wa lao seriously all i felt like doing was sleep.
Haha but managed to perk up a lil & do all the work. MMM must must study v v hard to get my As!
Then break for 2 hrs, headed to the library with the 2 kakis coz bloody koufu was packed.
Ahhh yeah then suddenly eunice called my name from across the hallway. Haha! So cool didn't see her for SUPER long. HEh yeah sooo much thanks to her coz of the drama thing! :D
Then then.... ahh yes. So we sat at the library awhile, then silver gal & i went to makan coz couldn't tahan any longer.
Ate v v yummy toast & milo freezeeee!
Ahheh Then saw nicnic's friend Justin! probably waiting for his gf. Lol suddenly i heard somebody oi oi. Hehe
K then Evelyn pangseh ran away with her friend, so silver gal & i stayed in the library for awhile again. Ah! Then realized other kakis were in the next room! hehe so headed over then talk talk.
Waahhh school is so cool. :) Heh. Happy happy. I am soo thankful.
Weird la.
Then ride home was just retarded. I had this stupid craze to just laugh out loud & make super toot jokes. Laugh laugh laugh cheek cramps, reached home, nicnic came & we went for dinner. :D
Currently thinking of what to do now. Research? So lehchay.
Anyway ah! I discovered something just now! The shirt i wore today can be worn as a dress too! Heh didn't realize it was soo long. Actually it looks kinda weird but i tucked it into my shorts anyway, so not that bad i guess. But it can be 'extended'! Heh kinda pretty! I shall experiment with other stuff soon.
ahheh. Life is great. Let's celebrate.
at 10:42 PM
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Just need to note a little somethin somethin...
Wow i feel like i really have to blog about today. Coz it was majorly cool. :D
Marketing lecture was sooo understandable thank god. After a little reading through of the notes, it was even easier to grasp all the stuff.
Then makan makan with the usual kakis, went home, studied & did some homework.
All the way till bout 4, then went all the way back to school for stagearts drama audition!
Met Val, who was late (ahem), then rushed to the stagearts club room, coz it was a private audition.
Did a mini monologue & omg, i didn't think i did well at all? Coz i wasn't as dramatic as i always am. Urrgghhh. Valerie can act one lor! hehe
Then... Hah they called Valerie & i into the room, & we were so nervous. The people can really act la! Their expression said everything. At that time i was thinking like oh shittt didn't get in. Then they were like, sorry to tell you guys, but... you're both in drama!
WHEEEE!! haha. We tried sooo hard to contain our screaming can. Omggggg. V v exaggerated. Hehe.
Weird to be in a drama cca! First meeting for moi on Saturday!
Teeheee.
Oh wait, so after the audition, found out the stupid boyf was waiting outside.
Haha super happy to see him.
It was soo weird coz we were v moody, then suddenly we cheered up & became really sweet yada yada papaya.
While we were changing trains to go to clarke quay, wth i rushed into the train & then left him behind. 0_0
V v paiseh coz there were many people! Haha pls ignore me i just find this super cooL!! heh.
Yup then had a BIG BIG dinner again at a chinese restaurant & wahhhhh. Ya la i know. Fat fat fat.
Hehe talked & caught up with Nicnic a lot. What an evening... Wish i brought my camera out. :/
dunno why, but i felt soo special today to Boyf. LIke i really meant a lot to him. Haha. Weird weird weird.
Great feeling man, having someone take care of you. Hehehe.
K k so i just wanted to remember this evening with nicnic. Not v detailed but yeah it's a reminder. Oh! & stagearts too. Haha.
Hopefully they'll have a private dance audition soon!!!
Hehe... Hmmm..
Oh man school work is starting to pile up! I feel like such a pig. Lazy & not moving. :(
I am soo worried for ICA!!
Oh oh anyway right, yesterday was SUCHHH a bad day. It was just really soo terrible for me! like i already had a bad start. Worse thing of all? Hair looked like a bird nest with poop. :@
Even eating dinner + delectable dessert + mini shopping with my lovely mama didn't help! I still felt so horrible.
P.S: Wonder if it'll be funny if i wear my dr martens to school?? Mmm.
at 11:52 PM
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
The one who held on...
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY FOR YOU, MAMA! :)
Sorry ah, this year no prezzie, coz broke like anything man. haha. anyway got something last minute thanks to Nicnic! :D
Wowweee had a great great weekend! Ate 2 hearty filling meals & if i don't stop eating in all these restaurants, i'm gonna turn big. like, gigantic!
hehe hmm many things happened last week... like, foreign bodies audition!! woohoo super fun day. Thanks to val & benjamin for going with moi!!! Especially valerie who stayed to accompany me though she had stage fright! :) & & i bought the cutie hearts bracelets already! Our lucky charm. :D
K, sooo. Drama audition on wed! Thank god for eunice man... long time no talk & she still helped me to get an audition! Now it all depends on myself. Reaaaally hope i don't fail her...
School has been great, but the homework is starting to pile up!!! V v tiring these days.
I find laughing so tiring! it's like, i laugh so much till i feel v sleepy & restless during lectures & tutorials...
Sigghhh.. Feels soo good to laugh out loud. Wonder why there's so many things for us to laugh at.
Heh k la off to do marketing work. Getting impatient lately! Hope there's nothing wrong with me. :/ BYEEE.
at 11:45 PM
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Monday, May 4, 2009
I'll find you, we'll watch the sunrise...
HI HI People! :D
What a tiring day today.
It was alright in school! Lecture was quite comprehensible, but definitely need to read up more!!! urgghhh poa kinda suckssss. Then english was.... fun :)
Marketing tutorial was cancelled! Hehe but all the homework i did went to waste. bleeeehh.
Stayed back after sch to talk talk with Silver Sylvia till time pass so freaking fast! Before i knew it, it was 6 already, so i went home with her. Felt so tired & weary.
Then.... Surprise surprise!
mummy suddenly said she got vouchers so we decided to go to ESPLANADE! To drink hot chocolate at max brennar? varlhona chocolate. SUPER SUPER nice. & i had the most awesome delicious saliva drooping waffle ever!!!!!!!! omg. Must must go try it!
But honestly ah, everything tasted too sweet till i almost wanted to vomit. So then we jalan jalan the whole area, went over to Raffles Place. Waa if i had a million bucks now, i'd rape topshop upside down man. There's this section that i fell sooo in love with.
& guess what! i just bought an eyeliner! uhm no biggy, just that i used to buy gel liner (3 pots in fact & rarely used) but i bought a pencil one this time! From MAC! :) & a super cheery pink eyeshadow. WAA brightens up my eyes lor. hehe jk.
Taken at the airport! hehe
Whateverrrr i'm so tired now just wanna play neopets. It's getting late!
School tomorrow! :D
at 11:16 PM
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Friday, May 1, 2009
Victory for the losers, the losers, the losers...
I feel soooo much better today. Mummy's coming home in a few hours' time!
Too bad i'll be sleeping when she reaches at 6, so i don't think i'll be fetching her.
Heh anyway, today was v well spent!
Stayed home like a good kid, didn't go out & managed to finish many things!
ESPECIALLY HOUSEWORK. :)
Boyf was being absolutely wonderful today. He helped clean the house! & also cleared my super messy & dusty table, so now i have a place to study! WHeeehee oh & he scrubbed the sink & stove & made the kitchen pretty. Love you doodee :D thankies so muchies.
I mopped the floor & it's squeaky clean now! Literally squeaky. Like when you walk you can hear the squeak squeak sound. haha accomplishment man!
By now you should be able to tell i'm a person v obssessed with cleanliness.
& i have this quirk whereby i hate to touch anything metal, or anything a lot of people touch, like railings, poles, lift buttons. & i'll wash my hands with a lot of soap after that. yuck. haha weird but true.
K so i'm a happy & complete person once again. :D I don't normally blog about unhappy things, but it's just so difficult to cope alone sometimes..
Mmm.
I'll have so much food tomorrow coz mum's bringing back loads of goodies! heehee pls don't hate me when i look like a fatty ah thanks.
hehe k la, had a FULL-filling dinner today & i'm so stuffed.
Bye bye. Should i attempt homework.. urghhh.
at 10:19 PM
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