Thursday, December 3, 2009
I can't go any further than this...
OH NOOO... neglected my bloggy for sooo long. Sorry sorry for being horry.
Hehe have been so so busy lately. No time to use the lappy at all!
Some pictures i've yet to upload, songs to download... Many many things.
Just came home from walkingggg.... & shopping.
Oh goshies i really like TRF Zara now. So so much. Bought some clothes at the same zara outlet, just like last week. Haha same bat time, same bat place.
Haizzzz.
Been hanging out a lot with Sylly! A lot of fun... but... Haha anyway...
Okay... Am so tired. What should i blog about?
I wanted to write about the past 2 weeks actually, but am too tired to recall anything.
The most recent one was sleepover at Syl's house on Tuesday. Hehe.
School's been alright. I hate Thursdays only.
There's school tomorrow!! Oh me oh my.
By the way, i'm really trying to give in a lot? & i got really disappointed today by somebody.
So so sad really. I thought by helping you, you'd return it when i need it, but no. Turns out many people really do care more about themselves rather than for others.
I'm alright with it, really. Your actions & your thinking.
It's better than throwing this friendship away no doubt.
But hey, don't push your luck too far.
So... i'll just continue to be a... normal. Haha. No la. K whatever la am happy with new clothes.
HAHA! Out of point.
Gonna watch some tv now. Am sooo soooo tired........................
Will upload some pictures soon, promise.
at 10:40 PM
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Friday, November 27, 2009
Canon, nikon, konica...
HELLO!!!
It's 4am in the morning & i am at Sylly's house with yk, ben, jw & jasper!
We are staying up the whole night.... hopefully. I am feeling sooo tired now.. but there's no place to sleep!
Unless i sleep on the handsome dog. Hehehe. Canon is sooo handsome!!
Syl cooked love noodles for me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. No la just instant noodles actually.
Earlier on, after a long long day at school, 5 of us headed to orchard hotel for our celebratory dinner! Heeehee velly niceee.
So many things have happened since the last time i blogged!
Really need to catch up with my bloggy. It's so empty! :/
Hmm this 2 weeks have been fun. V v happy days.
In 5 hours time i will be heading home to bathe & wash up, then it's off to shunji with mummy!!
I'm so scared..... gonna change my entire head.
Many many pictures & videos to upload!
But some are soooo unglamourous la. Hehehe haiya.... Awesome days.
Not enough time to do so many things. Many many ICAs!!!!
Am sleepy.........................
at 4:06 AM
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Friday, November 6, 2009
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are covered in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, ‘that’s her.’"
-Blogger
"The worst thing a guy can do is make a girl fall for him with no intentions of catching her."
"For every girl with a broken heart, there is always a boy with a scotchtape". -Blogger.
I will wait for the boy with a scotchtape. Treasure your loved ones dearies. :)
at 2:11 AM
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Wrestle me around, play with me some more...
HIEEE!! I feel cheered up already. :)
I've done so many things to make myself proud!
Did my speech & hmmm. I thought it was alright but i could have done better if i actually controlled myself! Like, i got so agitated while trying to narrate my story, & that was so unnecessary. Hehe anyway, more good comments than bad so hokay.
Hehe. Today i tried...
TCHOUK BALL!
I can't believe i actually really put my all during training! & i almost didn't even wanna go.
I got a huge blow on my tummy & an unknown cut on my finger which is freaking big & still hurts like crap!
& i didn't even know it started bleeding!! Till this team mate went like, "OMG you're bleeding!!".
& then i was like, oh! I didn't see that.
OH YES & my stupid pair of track shoes broke down on me!
Both soles like, dropped off when i was jumping? URGHH.
So i'm gonna go get new shoes tomorrow! & some fbt shorts too. V embarrassingly, i only have 2 pairs. Can't go to the gym tomorrow.
Hehe i reached home v late & even continued doing training myself!!
I actually used a method i recently learnt to work my arm muscles! & it is so sore right now.
I didn't even know i could do push ups! Haha. I haven't exercised for a long long time.
BUT!!! I know i can do it if i pressure myself! So i... managed to work out till my arms literally felt like they were not there.
Goodness when will i ever have enough power to throw the ball halfway across the court??!
& i only have one week to practice!!!! URGHHH!!!
I'm gonna stay healthy from now onwards! Exercise as frequently as i can. Like go to the gym after training or something.
Hehe & why is it i always do something new & adventurous with Valval?!
She's like my partner in crime! Trying new CCAS & all.
I got to realize that i actually like to try new things! Like, when i'm older, i wanna do para sailing & sky diving etc etc! V exhilarating stuff!
MMMM.
Sylsyl, make the right choice okay?? You know what i'm talking about!
You don't wanna regret it in the end. :)
Oh yes & today i got a chance to hear the other side of the story during lunch!
I don't take sides unless i think the person is really wrong, so i'm mostly in the middle?
But today! Sigh.. i think it's really best to just be mutual. I mean, since both stories don't tally, then just treat it as a misunderstanding!
Don't let this little thing affect the next 3 years of both of your lives! Just like how shuzy put it, forgive & forget, so yeppy. Classmates should be united 4eva.
Hehe. I learnt a lot today!
So.. yeppy v interesting.
:D
Headache. URghh.
P.S: It's really okay. I will be fine soon. I understand what you're trying to say. I don't really have anything to say in return. Just that, you've really matured. There's good & bad in that. The good? you are really like, a grown up already. But the bad? You had to give me up.
at 10:58 PM
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
When you cut it loose, you already decided your choice...
Hey!! HEhe so many things have happened.
Good & bad.
My birthday was on Sunnyday! & i really thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday!
Especially those who remembered. Hehe. :)
I had a wonderful birthday. Maybe even one of the best birthdays i've ever had.
Compared to last year, it was definitely better!
Thanks mumsy for making it up. Thanks for making me so happy on my birthday.
But something else also happened on my birthday.
Which will definitely affect me a lot.
Today some people talked some sense into me, & i believe it is best for us this way.
It's the first time i actually cried in front of friends. Cos whatever they say hit me so hard in the heart.
I don't know why, but when i actually really used my head to think about it, i realized something that i didn't want to believe.
I was the only one wanting to hold on to this relationship. & now that it's gone, i feel like i'm the only one who actually feels so miserable.
I'm just wondering how long it will take for me to forget everything.
Since he can be so firm, why not me?
I put in so much time & effort, now i'm really tired. I can't think of anything else other than, i'm tired of doing everything. I am REALLY tired!
& if he can throw me off his list of priorities, then why am i treating myself so badly?
Every girl deserves the best. I'm not saying he treats me badly. It's just that, he is giving up on me. He doesn't even put me as his top priority.
It really really sucks for me. I want to get over it. I really want to. I cannot take all this sickening feelings everyday. It is so painful.
If he wanted to be with me, he wouldn't have left me in the first place. He would have took the initiative to talk to me already.
Now i realize. I realize i am no longer the one he wants to hold on to. It's ok if i am gone.
wth while i'm typing this, i feel like crying my eyes out.
It's funny how it took 32 months to keep us together, & just one day to ruin it all.
I can't be a smart alec anymore & think of ways to get back together.
there's nothing i can do anymore.
Once a guy makes up his mind, it's done. How do guys get over this kind of things?
I told myself that i don't want to be like those other girls who can't give up, can't get over it. I really don't want to be so overboard.
I am not a strong person. I will falter.
But no matter how hard the wind howls, the mountain cannot bow.
I will not torment myself with these thoughts. If he wants to cut us off, so be it.
Cos it sucks. It really does. I just don't know why.
Sucks to be me. Haha. & i can't throw memories away. Deleting photos & stuff, i can't do it. I'm not an independent person, in case you haven't realized. Seems like even going on holiday couldn't keep us together.
How did we stay with each other for so long?
This is like, the last time i can think of all the good stuff with him. :)
at 7:21 PM
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Friday, October 23, 2009
Maybe i'm too amusing for you...
HIEE PEEPS.
Thank goodness i don't have school every Friday!
Today was SUCH an awfully long day. Going through it was absolutely tough.
There's like, 2 people whom i am having problems with right now? & it's really horrid cos they're both like, close to me.
Except now that conflicts are arising, it is getting terribly difficult to try & be normal.
1 person whom i actually had a misunderstanding with, it's not exactly cleared up yet? but whatever happens, i'll just let it be. Cos... it was so stupid i feel like, this whole episode was so childish.
The other one, oh well what can i say. I'm just bearing with it every single day till i can't hold it any longer & BOOMS! Haha okay no. Just saying that, i'll stay steady. It's quite sad to see how she's slowly getting to be like a total stranger & absolute irritation to me, but i still think it's worth it to be friends. Not like she cares. Ahhheh.
I don't think i have any enemies? & i really don't wanna lose like, friends who are so good to be around with. It was retarded enough to like, lose so many besties in my sec sch life, but that was so long ago. I kinda wanna make like, the present be so much better? Oh well....
So today after school, while mumsy, brobro & i were walking home, i was bbming syl, & my mother was like, 'bbm bbm. I see yr bb fall into the drain first or you fall into the drain first.'
Omg i realise i actually don't focus on anything else except my bb!!
& it's horrid cos i will like, fall? Or maybe bang into people or maybe even drop into a hole & never see light again!!
Urgh.. Know why? Cos i can't multi-task. SO my attention is only on my bb.
Anyway i lurve my bb. It's so... convenient!
So my summary for today is that, even though some arguments were aroused, i still had fun. :)
Like, today was barely even a bad day. It was good, actually.
Ahha i sound like i don't know what i'm talking about.
OKay so... I have to do a narrative speech & i don't have anything in mind!! Have to kill myself.
The teewee is coming tomorrow!! Yayeee xcited.
K buhbye. Getting a little sideways.
at 12:23 AM
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Monday, October 19, 2009
Is there a song that makes me yearn so much for you my heart breaks...
HIEEE!
Quick quick update.
Omg i didn't realise how much i actually miss my friends till i saw all of them today!!
& i don't even want to label them as classmates cos we're so much closer than that. :)
Love you all.
Huggies & kissies to everybody i love!
Hehe. Okieee so mumsy bought a lcd tv!! & it's huggeeeeee!!
Apparently, lcd is better than plasma cos the technology is more lasting? Though plasma is clearer & bigger, it runs on a lot of electricity. That's why my mum bought lcd i guess.
Teehee so after school i met mummy & we went to get our cable tv! Yayeeee.
Like finally, after her terminating it so long ago, we get it back! woopedoo!
& i got the blackberry bold!
Chose it over iphone cos, well, i don't have any friends who have bb? & today i finally got to try how it is & it was sooo good!
So no need to consider already. BB Bold it is!
& the number is different also so if you don't have it, let me know yeah. :D
I still have the old number, just that i will be using the new number more & won't actually check the old number that often.
Hehe..... so sorry iphone, but i can still play with you when my brother & mother get you. :)
I actually still want the iphone? but... ah i'm terribly fickle. So..
I didn't know how bb was like last time, & like the plans for it etc? but i heard a lot about it.
after getting to know like, so much about the plans & everything today, i got the bb?
& i actually wanted a bb instead of an iphone at first cos iphone was like, kinda pricey. & then i started missing my iphone & switched to wanting an iphone instead since i'm absolutely clueless about bb stuff.. So now i find out how inexpensive & amazing bb can be, i chose the bb.
not cos i wanna copy people, cos yeah, i don't copy. & i would have changed my stupid ex phone sooner or later, so it's just that, now's the day!
Omg i sound so sensitive okay never mind you know what i mean.
& i was so engrossed in signing up for stuff, i didn't tell nicky i got a new phone. & new number.
So he was like huh? you changed phone? Bleh silly nicky.
Hokieeeee. I can't wait for the tv to come.
at 11:30 PM
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